being pregnant makes me selfish. at least that's how i feel most of the time. i manage to keep the house clean, the kids clean and fed and pretty happy. but that's where it ends. i don't cook these last couple months, and i don't do the grocery shopping. i don't pamper my hubby like i normally would and i don't take the kids out as often as i should. these last couple of months that i have been sore and irritable, not to mention tired and unable to even walk or move at times, i have been selfish. Nathan does what i should and Nathan does what he should and that leaves me feeling lazy. most of the time i know that i just cant do some of these things its not physically possible with whats been going on medically through this all but i still feel the guilt.
now....I'm going to be bold and slightly more selfish and post my Christmas and birthday wish list for all to see. i have 5 more weeks of this baby sucking the life out of me, hopefully it goes by fast. in the mean time a girl can wish right?
*1 hour massage *ahh how good this would be*
*a facial
*get my hair colored....finally
*mani and pedi
*debit gift certificate to get some clothes to celebrate my new figure lol *hopefully skinnier figure in about 4 months*
*a paid for date night with Nathan*prepaid 2 months to the chiropractor*this one is well needed*
that's it...that's all i want =)
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