yesterdays doctors appointment went well.....not that there is ever much to them lol. Anna was really sick and to avoid getting me sick Rick went with me. same old same old, there is nothing they can do with the ligament pain, I'm gaining weight like crazy since i have not been able to exercise or even walk some days for the last 2 months or so, blood pressure is great, babies heart beat normal, I'm measuring a week ahead and I'm hoping this is accurate lol. i really cant wait to get my body back in shape and to myself. back to my 125lb self even though Nathan is hoping that i wont loose all the weight, what a chubby chaser he is lol. i have great access to a gym so ill get there. what is hardest is not being able to do things with the kids that i would normally be able to. we went to Schneph Farms over the weekend and even though that Nathan was such a sport wheeling me around in my wheelchair and the kids had fun riding on my lap, they were sad that i couldn't go on any of the rides with them. Nathan felt so bad that he would have to just park me to watch when usually i would be right in the action. he hates it for me. I'm a trooper though. i don't get out and see the family and rick and Anna much but when i do I'm pretty good at sucking it up and pretending top walk half ass normal but by the time i leave I'm in even more pain from the front i put on. i just hate the pity looks i get from people that i would rather suck it up not to mention i don't want rick and Anna to feel bad.
on the brighter side i think that the baby has a name!! Olivia Isabella. this has been the weirdest part for me. having someone else name the baby that I'm carrying. i don't know why it feels strange but it does. however from the beginning as they started naming off names that they had thought of in the past i knew that she would have a great name. allot of the names that they pick were "normal" compared to my kids names but they were all beautiful too. i had suggested a few names to them just to give them more to add to the list and Olivia is one that i suggested. i was almost certain that they weren't fond but evidently it grew on them. its still hard for me to wrap my finger around the name Olivia though. i was so certain that they were set on Sophia that i got that stuck in my head. i love the name Sofia even though its not a name i would choose for my own baby but neither is Olivia. there both beautiful and both sound like "rick and Anna" names if that makes sense.
well I'm 34 weeks (hopefully secretly 35) and i cant wait to be done! as much as i love this little jumping bean I'm more then ready for her to be home with her mommy and daddy! so I'm counting the days and I'm sure the new proud parents are to.
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