Monday, July 13, 2009

The First Phone Call





I was so excited when Anna first called me. I was a little nervouse, I’ve never been much of a phone person with my friends and even family let alone a complete stranger. We sat and talked and before I knew it 2 hours flew by. I felt really comfortable with her and she seemed like a very open minded person. I couldn’t believe the loss her and Rick had gone through, I couldn’t imagine how she is still so sane! i mean, 11 miscarages.....i couldn't imagine. When we got off the phone I remember going on and on telling Nathan how sweet, caring and wholesome she seemed. I told him that I already knew that this was the couple, I just knew it. Nathan was very supportive and very excited to meet the both of them.

We met at a Starbucks near our home. did i mention we live just a couple miles apart?!! that can't be coincidence! nathan and i arived first. I had butterflies in my tummy and a frog in my throat. I was so nervous I was shaking. All I kept thinking was, what if they thought I was too young, too naive, what if they thought I was crazy!? Every person that walked by I would whisper to Nathan “is that them?” they finally walked up and we sat down and I found that I really didn’t have much to say. I had completely pored my heart out on the phone for 2 hours the night before and now had nothing to say. What was there to say, I had already made my decision.




After deciding to go forward and meeting with a lawyer who had no m

ore to say then we already knew, we started with home inseminations. for those of you

who don't know what this is....I DID NOT have to have sex with Rick LOL. i actually get as

ked that a lot. I really think Anna thought it was taking me forever to get pregnant even

though she now says it’s happened so fast lol. Now after 2 months we are now pregnant!



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