Today we went to our doctor’s appointment with Dr. Kells nurse practioner. I think Anna liked the office well enough. I never really paid much attention to the office but today I did since I was checking it out for Anna and I both. As soon as I walked in the front desk lady said “oh what did you end up having Krystal?) I was startled a little since I wasn’t expecting it but then realized she really was talking to me. Me and Nathan chose not to know the sex of Ridge so all the staff was always guessing what he would be. I told her it was a boy and she just started talking to me as if we were life long friends. I think Anna picked up on it as well. It was just over all very comfortable and not rushed at all. Looking back I do remember that always being the way the staff was but also never paid to much attention either. Whether we go with dr. kells or the midwife there I don’t care at this point because I’m just tired of looking =)
We have an appointment Tuesday to get an ultra sound done and were all very excited!!!
After the appointment Rick, Anna, Nathan, the kids and I all went to chick-fil-let to get a bite to eat and let the kids play. It was nice spending time together and being able to relax and just have a conversation. Rick and Anna both try and be so supportive and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it and need it as well. I think Anna and I try so hard not to over step our boundaries and respect each others busy lives that ironically enough that’s a big part of what keeps us from getting as close as we should be. I think we just need to suck it up and step on each others toes a little. I want to be able to go shopping and pick out baby stuff with the two of them. I know it’s their time but maybe just a day. And I want us to just walk around the mall, or get a bite to eat; maybe coffee, well hot soy milk for me LOL but you get the point.
I don’t feel the baby kick much. In fact I’ve only felt her kick once since I was 13 weeks. With my others, at 14 weeks and then on they were dancing machines, but she’s different. She is just as sweet as can be, beautiful and gentle natured….everything I am not. In a way I think maybe it’s a blessing that I don’t feel her. Maybe its god’s way of helping me not bond to much, after all he knows best. I cherish the time I have with her, after all this will be the only time that I will have her cuddled so close to me. Then it will be her mammas turn, so I will take advantage while I can. I love her so much and I can’t wait to meet her. I can’t wait to see what she looks like and what her personality is. But most of all I can’t wait to see Rick and Anna’s face when they see their miracle baby make her grand entrance into this world. I’m just so honored o be apart of this.
We have an appointment Tuesday to get an ultra sound done and were all very excited!!!
After the appointment Rick, Anna, Nathan, the kids and I all went to chick-fil-let to get a bite to eat and let the kids play. It was nice spending time together and being able to relax and just have a conversation. Rick and Anna both try and be so supportive and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it and need it as well. I think Anna and I try so hard not to over step our boundaries and respect each others busy lives that ironically enough that’s a big part of what keeps us from getting as close as we should be. I think we just need to suck it up and step on each others toes a little. I want to be able to go shopping and pick out baby stuff with the two of them. I know it’s their time but maybe just a day. And I want us to just walk around the mall, or get a bite to eat; maybe coffee, well hot soy milk for me LOL but you get the point.
I don’t feel the baby kick much. In fact I’ve only felt her kick once since I was 13 weeks. With my others, at 14 weeks and then on they were dancing machines, but she’s different. She is just as sweet as can be, beautiful and gentle natured….everything I am not. In a way I think maybe it’s a blessing that I don’t feel her. Maybe its god’s way of helping me not bond to much, after all he knows best. I cherish the time I have with her, after all this will be the only time that I will have her cuddled so close to me. Then it will be her mammas turn, so I will take advantage while I can. I love her so much and I can’t wait to meet her. I can’t wait to see what she looks like and what her personality is. But most of all I can’t wait to see Rick and Anna’s face when they see their miracle baby make her grand entrance into this world. I’m just so honored o be apart of this.
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