Monday, July 13, 2009

I Wish I Could Do More

Anna I believe has picked and signed up for our Bradley method birthing class. I do believe it will be me Anna and Rick attending the class. Im excited to get a refresher with this class cause even though it’s only been 7 months since we had ridge and only 9 months since we took the classes with Ridge you really do forget a lot. I actually wish I would have forgotten more cause the labor and pushing is still very fresh in my mind which makes me nervous to do it again =) I had a very hard labor with Ridge and even though I had the joy of experiencing it natural, it was no breeze pushing my 10 pounder out =)
I often wish that there was a way I could let rick and Anna experience this pregnancy more. I know they probably feel that their missing out on so much, and I couldn’t imagine. Every time I make a decision on what I eat, when I nap, places I go or what chores I do I always try and think first if it is something that Anna would do if she was pregnant. After all this is her baby and even though Anna has never told me what to, or what not to do I try and do it for her.
Already this baby is very demanding, she know what she wants that’s for sure. I don’t get a choice in what I eat, only one thing at any given time sounds like it will even stay down. So if a taco sounds good then guaranteed if I eat anything but I’ll find myself puking within the next 5 minutes. I can eat spoons full of salsa and it will never be hot enough. A big roast, grilled chicken, or a juicy steak always sounds appetizing but stick on a plate at put in front of me and I’ll be running for the bathroom. It doesn’t matter what I want, she has full control. She will be a very determined girl that’s for sure.

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